A Gloomy Delusion

"Tae Seong-Jae... He’s the one who will take me back home."

One day, without warning, I woke up as Seo Seung-Won, a character in a BL novel given to me by my younger sister. The aftermath of being transported into this world is brutal—I’m plagued with relentless nosebleeds, bouts of coughing up blood, and unimaginable pain. I discover that staying calm lessens the torment, so I desperately try to empty my mind and maintain my composure. But as my original memories start slipping away day by day, I spiral into despair. Still, I refuse to lose hope. To escape this nightmare and return to reality, I set my sights on the novel’s ending. Following the story’s flow, I resolve to become Tae Seong-Jae’s lover, face abandonment, and eventually fake my own death—all to achieve my goal of going home.